“O Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me. You know when I sit down or stand up.You know my thoughts even when I’m far away.You see me when I travel and when I rest at home. You know everything I do. You know what I am going to say
even before I say it, Lord.”(Psalm 139:1-4)
As human beings, we get angry. We get angry with our family, we get angry with our friends, and sometimes we even get angry with our God.
Lately, I’ve been really angry at God. But honestly, I believe this anger has been brewing deep down inside for a very long time. As a matter of fact, this type of anger is actually generational.
Every day, I find myself asking God why things are the way they are. I ask myself, why must I face such trials and overwhelming opposition day after day as Christian. Unsurprisingly, now I feel like my anger is causing my relationship with God to be strained. This is because I’ve stopped turning to God in these areas. Too many times I have prayed and asked for help, asked for peace. But day after day I’m beat down by one obstical after another. Don’t I do enough for you Lord! After all I give you the first 3 hrs of my day, everyday.
Lately I have not wanted to read my Bible, I have not felt like going to church, and worst of all, I’ve stopped praying for help in these areas.
It’s true that when we are angry with someone, we tend to give them the silent treatment to let them know that we are still angry. However, God already knows that we’re angry!
He knows how angry we are, and He knows why we’re angry. And you know what? We need to talk to God the most when we’re angry. That’s when we need to feel His presence, and read His word, and know His perfect love for us!
You can be 100% real with God. Actually, you really have no choice. God already knows your heart. It’s okay to say, “Oh Lord, I’m so angry right now! I don’t understand why (insert reason for being angry). Oh Lord, I feel like You’ve forsaken me. Oh Lord, I need You more than ever right now.”
Lastly, when you’re angry, remember that God loves you so much! He died for you. Every day, He is working miracles in your life; even when it doesn’t feel like it.
Lay your heart before God today and ask Him to take your anger. Push deeper into Him instead of farther from Him
“Lay your anger down at the foot of the cross, Jesus can handle it”
Heavenly Father, Thank You for loving me. Please forgive me for my sins and remove this deep rooted anger that I have kept deep in my heart. In my daily struggles and continuous opposition from the enemy I started blaming You Lord. Asking myself why You don’t make life easier for me. My life is hard, always has been. I ask humbly to help me remove the deep rooted pain, the dissapointments. Please show me these things so that I can give them over to You. Help me rebuild my dreams again, I pray this in Jesus’ name, Amen
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